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To Teng Biao, My Love

April 19, 2011

Poem by the wife of the rights defense legal scholar on the 60th day of his disappearance.

For the full text of the poem, see the Chinese version, linked below.


今夜我难以入睡
从你消失的那一刻起
就开始了等待
如此漫长,不知道尽头

昨夜的梦依旧清晰的浮在眼前
自从你走后
我就进入了梦乡
那里能和你相遇

你来到我面前
有时候精神抖擞
有时候胡子一大把头发老长
无数的梦,梦里还是梦

你的梦呢
梦见我们可爱的女儿了吗
你听见她们说 爸爸,我好想你了吗
你知道她们看着你的照片说
我家的大力士,你在哪呢了吗
你知道班级亲子活动时,我又当爸又当妈
我努力扮演着爸爸,但那不可替代

孩子问起我爸爸在哪,什么时候回来
我说在国外,很遥远的地方,帮助别人
要很久才回来

很久是多久,很远是多远

你正行走在一条崎岖颠簸的路上
你在不停地歌唱
你梦中的炊烟还在袅袅升起
人们都已渐渐远去

雪融化了
花还在开
这个春天,我认识了许多新的花

快回来吧,我们很想你
听见了吗

2011年4月19日 王玲写在滕彪失踪60天

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